Cindy Crawford recently revealed the deep emotional turmoil she experienced after the tragic loss of her brother Jeffrey to leukemia at the tender age of 3. The former supermodel, now 58, bravely shared her story on the “Kelly Corrigan Wonders” podcast, shedding light on the survivor guilt she and her sisters felt in the aftermath of their brother's passing.
Reflecting on the heartbreaking loss, Crawford disclosed how their father had longed for a son before Jeffrey's arrival, adding a layer of guilt to their grief. "There’s like that survivor guilt of the other kids and especially because we knew that my dad really wanted a boy. We felt like ‘Well it should’ve been one of us,'" she shared.
Despite the passage of time, Crawford revealed that she and her sisters continued to grapple with nightmares for years, haunted by the belief that it should have been one of them instead. Seeking solace and healing, the runway icon turned to therapy to navigate through the complex emotions surrounding her brother's death.
Delving deeper into her emotional journey, Crawford shared a poignant realization she had during a recent coaching session. She uncovered the unspoken need for reassurance during that difficult time, expressing, “Yes, we’re so sad that Jeff has died, but we’re so happy you are here.”
Furthermore, Crawford highlighted the stark differences in how death was approached during her childhood, recounting a poignant moment when she returned to school after her brother's passing. The lack of understanding and empathy from her peers underscored the need for more open and compassionate conversations surrounding loss and grief.
As she continues to navigate the complexities of grief and survivor guilt, Cindy Crawford's candid revelations serve as a poignant reminder of the importance of addressing and processing emotions surrounding loss. Her story resonates with many, offering a glimpse into the enduring impact of such profound experiences on one's emotional well-being.
